Major,swing,down.
Today, I failed.
It's crushing me. I can't think straight.
Can't put the words together right.
The words just... don't fit.

I am so sad. And scared, of everything...
All I can do today is watch crap television and try not to think too much.

These days the swings don't usually last long, though. Today, I survive. Tomorrow maybe more. I am trying very hard not to turn this entry into an emo stream of whining... ha... I better go before it stops working.

I am too old for this shit.